Closure... never thought of having one in my life. Cos i was so confident, comfortable and so sure that this person that i have been together for so long will be the one that will walk with me till the end.
But i had my closure yesterday. One last day as a couple, one last day to get close to each other, hold hand, hugs, kisses and to get everything over with.
Seven years is not a short period to get to know each other, we know each other so well that we decided to move on, separately. We both spent these years with ups and downs, tears and laughters but until recently, we realised that this journey could not move on. So, cant waste time, gave it a moment to cool down. 2 months cooling off period... just to test our love, our bond... but at the end both of us decided that we really need to move on in different direction.
We started our journey as friend, lover, and i felt we are already a husband&wife. But at the end... we are back to friend. Just give both of us some time to adjust to this new status. Knowing that i cant hold your hand while walking together, knowing that i cant hug u like lovers do, knowing that our decision is final. I need time to adjust...
For my buddies, thanks for all ur supports. Thanks for being there for me... thanks for not giving up on me when i was in my own world. But please, dont start introducing girls to me... just let me be single for the time being. I believe when the time comes for me to meet someone, it will happen naturally.
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Even I am not good at English, I can feel that this blog was wrote from the bottom of ur heart to express ur feeling to the person u really love her. And even i was not that girl, I can't suppress my tear not to drop after reading. And after I saw ur photos, I knew that this is "LOVE".
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