:)

Thats what i feel now... :) just smile and it is just so natural... :)

I hope i can :) with you all the time... No, i am not crazy...

I hope to make u :) all the time... No, i wont think that u are crazy... :)

To be able to make u :) when ur day is :( makes me :) too...

So, lets :) and work things out together.

:)

*21092009*

Satu Malaysia? One Malaysia? एक मलेशिया? 一个马来西亚？

I just watched the Cow Head video which is still available for viewers at malaysiakini.com and i feel disgusted by their act.

I am here not to say bad thing about anybody, not talking bad about muslim, hindus or buddhist or any other religions. I just wanna let everyone know about how i feel... how i feel about being a Malaysian.

Recently, there are just too many publicities about 1 Malaysia. Can we really achieve this? Can we 1 Malaysia looking forward for this day to really become reality in the very near future? My personal opinion, i dont think we can. Not because i am pessimistic about the idea, just that it just not gonna happen here... not in my life time.

Why? Simple... 1... One, Satu, Une, Yat, Yit... means ONE! ONE means ONE there is no TWO or THREE. Am i rite?

1. 1 Malaysia can only be achieved if every Malaysian play their role. This is the hardest thing to do for some Malaysian who has the thinking Islam for All. I don't read quran, but i know how to read "Alif, Ba, Ta" cos i was in Agama class when i was in kindergarden. I believe every religion teaches us to respect other religion. In other religion,i never heard such thing as Hindus for All, Christian for All and Buddhist for All. We live with what we believed in, we don't disturb and hurt others. When you guys going to learn?

2. 1 Malaysia? Does this really mean ONE? Means there is only ONE system? If yes, then this idea is just as close as a joke or just another big headed plan by our gang of ministers. Can i get 7% discount? So, if not, then it is just 0.75 Malaysia and Majority rules. Am i right?

3. For me, 1 Malaysia or not 1 Malaysia, i am a Malaysian.

Well, think about it and i hope our beloved PM will read about this and if you do, Sir, please don't summon ISA against me. I am just another Malaysian that really hope 1 Malaysian vision become reality.
But till then like my friend said during our discussion... "Walk the talk" dont just talk talk talk...

I am writing this just to share and like Hishammuddin said "had no intention of hurting the feelings of any other race".

P/s: Sometimes i just think, what can a peanut like me do to unite 1 Malaysia?

爱上错的人是一个悲... 如果错的人也爱上了你呢?

there is no wrong or right in loving somebody, but if that somebody you are loving caused your life miserable, then why still continue the relationship...

如果错的人也爱上了你呢?... then it will be double 悲 lo, but at the same time, 如果错的人也爱上了你 then it is not 悲 , cos now it has become a mutual relationship, so the 爱上错的人是一个悲 wouldnt have to be asked in the first place... unless if that 错的人 is a married man/woman then this 错的人 really 错了.

爱错了, not necessary to be 悲, at least you realized it and make a turn. 回头是岸.

P/s: If only i know how to write in mandarin/cantonese... sigh!

I feel lost...

Lost in my own piece of mind...

Can't seems to find the answer till so long...

Expressed my thought and feeling but doesnt seems to help by the given answer...

Apart of me wants to hold on to this, apart of me wants to move on...

Give me a tinker, a clue or a conclusion...

So that i can find my way out from my messy mind.

And make a move to a new journey... hopefully with a beautiful mind.

Today's Sorrows...

While driving back after dinner with you, i was thinking to myself...

"Today's sorrows are the result of the past mistakes,

As me now regrets for those past mistakes,

Will it be too late if i admit my mistakes today?"

It doesn't rhyme that well in english but it does if it is being said in cantonese...

"Tong Tien Tik Chor, Wun Loi Kam Tien Tik Naan Ko,

Kam Tien Tik Ngo, Fui Hen Tong Tien Chou Chor,

Nan Tau, Kam Tien Tiek Ngo, Ying Chor Yi King Si Thai So?"

So, i was asking  myself...

Si Fau Yi King Si Thai So? Si Fau Yi King Si Thai Chi?

p/s: Its a script from 最美麗的第七天

日久生情...

Its a chinese saying... means When you spend more time with a person, you will start to have feeling for that person. If i my translation is correct... :)

Something like a mutual attraction. Something like getting to get along well. Something like starting to think of the possibilities.

But at the same time... am holding back. Thats when the What IF questions popped up in my mind...

What if... clapping with one hand?

What if... it will break the friendship built so far?

So many what if...

So, keep it cool, keep it low.

But basically, 日久生情, i think it is true.

Time Off

Having some time off from everything in the busy city life. Enjoying every moment of doing nothing at all is fun and relaxing. This trip back to Malaysia is great as i am able to join my friends for a hiking trip to Gunung Irau.

We did this once three years back and i would say, the view on to of Gunung Irau is as beautiful as before. Though this time we we not able to view Ipoh town from the top due to the raining seasion and the mist was too thick. But one thing that has changed is that there is a Board Walk constructed for tourism purpose. This has, i feel, spoil the natural scene of the trek and forest. Information from our guide, it cost 600K to built the board walk. But the most sad part is that the goverment has mowed down a few old trees to make way for this board walk which enable tourist to experience the Mossy FOrest environment without getting dirty.

As usual, we Malaysian has the first class facilities but worse than 3rd world nation maintenance. We can see rubbish along the board walk which again spoilt the natural habitats. I would advise frens that wanna go in to nature to have this in mind, Take Nothing But Photograph, Leave Nothing But Foot Steps.

We did our part, since most of us are smokers, we didnt throw butts around, we keep it with a container and throw it in the bin when we reached to our guest house. We brought down our rubbish. But along the way, we still can see mineral bottles, candy's wrappers, and even a broken glasses. Those who did this really do not care and appreciate the mother nature.

The journey up was tiring but it is worth every little step that we took to get up there. Standing in the middle of rain forest clouds, feeling the rain drops and wind blowing all around us is hard to describe in any words, one have to really experience it to tell the story. Hehehe, but it is really no words to describe. It just fantastic, marvellous!

We break our record, we did it the first time, when all of us was first timer. 6 hours, this time 4 hours. And we manage to lit up the camp fire in the middle of the rain, thanks to the Gunung Irau information board.

At this moment while blogging,  i am staying in Twin Pines Guest House. Cheap but comfortable. With only Rm10 per nite, nothing to complain about and ofcos nothing to compare about with hotels.

So guys, it is good to take some time off once in a while to really refresh yourself in everyday works. It helps to think less and release yourself from any problem in the city. Its not that we are running away from problems, but once you have a clear mind, everything can be solve easier.

Gtg now, it costs RM3 for an hour of internet service here. :)

Ciao Ciao!