Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn... those HK movies are lying about screaming will make one feels better. Didnt really makes me feel better. "sai hei" better sleep earlier...
Trying hard to sleep again... cos i cant sleep now.
Trying hard to write something... cos i dont know what to write about. But i wanna write something.
Trying hard to let go of something that i have just decided to few days back... Still trying. I cant change this decision for our own good.
Trying hard to live life at the fullest... cos 28 years in this world i still feels like i am missing something. Many things.
Trying hard to smile... see me smile but only facial but not from the heart. Sorry, i am not fake, but at this moment, i just cant. But i cant frown... cos it will only make ppl around me frown.
Trying hard to change the way i look at life... it should be colorful, but why is it so grey now?
Are you guys trying too?
Sia-sia sudah kita jalin cinta, bila hati selalu berbeza
Sampai bila lagi kita harus menahan rasa kecewa di dalam dada seandainya kita masih bersatu
Tak mungkinkan menyatu walau masih ada sisa cinta, biarkan saja berakhir sampai di sini
Tiada lagi yang kita harapkan, tiada lagi yang kita impikan, biar aku sendiri tanpa diri mu
Tiada lagi kata cintamu takkan lagi aku bersama mu, biar aku simpan semua, kenangan aku bersamamu
~ 26th January 2008 ~
Griefing... had enough.
Crying... had enough.
Regrets... too many.
Done enough... nope.
Miss her... But she is no longer around.
Ready to let her go... not really, but she already left.
Rest in peace my dearest Popo.
Popo... you always in my heart.
